you oughta know

"I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain."

The above text is from The Invitation, which you can read in full and find more about on the left side of the page.

I have been going through some rough things lately involving The Boy I Love, taking risks, trusting, being let down, setting boundaries, hoping, and just love in general. I'm not going to go into specifics here on the interweb. All I want to know is why I can't simply fall in love and float on all right all ready.

Even if things get heavy, for now at least I am all about making emotion-based decisions and giving chances out like H1N1 shots.

But really Marjorie had it right about the head ache thing. Your good karma, well wishes, prayers, thoughts and voodoo dolls are appreciated.

xoxo