Nearly there.

One time, I read that you'll have a hard time changing your body until you can learn to love it as it already is.

Right now, in my life, I am loving my fat body.

I know, I know! But it's true. I feel... whole. The odd thing is, this is definitely the most healthy I have been in a long while. I mean, I frickin hiked the Grand Canyon this summer. [The entire thing!] Right now, I can run three miles no problem. It's probably because of all the hiking I did over the summer. So anyways.
I am fat and healthy is what I'm trying to say.

And I'm not just one of those girls whining about being fat when I'm not.
I really got some flab.. and it feels good. I like the softness. I feel comfortable. I even feel beautiful. Sexy, you could say.
So I think it's going to be a lot easier when the time comes [who knows when] to start shedding the extra pounds. I love my body! As Nie said,
"If you love your body, you will feed it right." [Or something real similar to that]

I have this urge to celebrate my body and to take care of it.
...For now, that means eating whatever I want, getting sporadic exercise, and "delighting in my fatness."

Who remembers this?
[one of my absolute FAVORITES]


Thank you, thank you.

ps- One week left of school, tomorrow will be spent at the library studying.
Things for you to read about tomorrow when I have time:
.Christmas Around the World
.The evacuation of my work today due to a bomb threat [not joking]

Best,
karl.