blankets and books.
I need a break.
I want to catch up on my life.
I'm always chasing it; flailing arms and screaming chest.
School:
Is not hard. I am just a slacker. I have done my homework on time, I have taken every test, (and gotten nothing less than a B either) but I have missed so many classes.
That is the thing that is bothering me about school.
Why do I let it bother me? So what, some people don't ever miss class. So what, It's my nemesis. I guess I'm ultimately paying for the grade rather than the teaching. I guess I feel like a crappy slacker-face when I'm at home watching House and blogging while my class is happening.
But I will continue to do it, and I will still get good grades, and I may as well move forward and stop beating myself up about it.
Home:
Makes me happy. Home is: Rambo, good smelling food, noise, warmth, comfort, talking, being.
Home is free!
Home is annoying when Shay doesn't clean the bathroom and my mom doesn't care. Home is annoying when my dad pesters. Home is annoying when we fight. Home is annoying when I continually find spiders everywhere in the basement.
Home.. I will leave eventually, and get my own home.
But probably not until I get married! And I am not ashamed.
And if I never get married, [likely] then I'll probably have to get my own home in about... 2 years. More like apartment.
Work:
I'm tired.
Love:
Right now, I'm loving fall.
I'm loving music. I'm loving reading. I'm loving running.
I'm not loving any boy right now, and I know that some will be happy to hear that I do believe I am nearly all the way past Mr. Nebraska.
I am rather sure I am over him completely.
I mean, I still love him. But I can marry somebody else. In time, I know I will stop loving him.
I want to stop loving him.
That is how I know that I am completely over him.
Tomorrow:
Is Shaylin's birthday!
Friday:
Can't come soon enough
is also Halloween.
And I don't know what I'm going to do, but I know that I don't want to skank it up at the UVU dance this year.
There is just absolutely no point.
I don't want to sweat with a bunch of demoralizing girls and masked men, sorry.
I think I'll take my sisters trick or treating and then lay wait at our house to scare some kids.
24 days until I meet the BOYS.
I need to run more, read my scriptures more, be nicer, stop being late for work, and...learn to budget.
I want to catch up on my life.
I'm always chasing it; flailing arms and screaming chest.
School:
Is not hard. I am just a slacker. I have done my homework on time, I have taken every test, (and gotten nothing less than a B either) but I have missed so many classes.
That is the thing that is bothering me about school.
Why do I let it bother me? So what, some people don't ever miss class. So what, It's my nemesis. I guess I'm ultimately paying for the grade rather than the teaching. I guess I feel like a crappy slacker-face when I'm at home watching House and blogging while my class is happening.
But I will continue to do it, and I will still get good grades, and I may as well move forward and stop beating myself up about it.
Home:
Makes me happy. Home is: Rambo, good smelling food, noise, warmth, comfort, talking, being.
Home is free!
Home is annoying when Shay doesn't clean the bathroom and my mom doesn't care. Home is annoying when my dad pesters. Home is annoying when we fight. Home is annoying when I continually find spiders everywhere in the basement.
Home.. I will leave eventually, and get my own home.
But probably not until I get married! And I am not ashamed.
And if I never get married, [likely] then I'll probably have to get my own home in about... 2 years. More like apartment.
Work:
I'm tired.
Love:
Right now, I'm loving fall.
I'm loving music. I'm loving reading. I'm loving running.
I'm not loving any boy right now, and I know that some will be happy to hear that I do believe I am nearly all the way past Mr. Nebraska.
I am rather sure I am over him completely.
I mean, I still love him. But I can marry somebody else. In time, I know I will stop loving him.
I want to stop loving him.
That is how I know that I am completely over him.
Tomorrow:
Is Shaylin's birthday!
Friday:
Can't come soon enough
is also Halloween.
And I don't know what I'm going to do, but I know that I don't want to skank it up at the UVU dance this year.
There is just absolutely no point.
I don't want to sweat with a bunch of demoralizing girls and masked men, sorry.
I think I'll take my sisters trick or treating and then lay wait at our house to scare some kids.
24 days until I meet the BOYS.
I need to run more, read my scriptures more, be nicer, stop being late for work, and...learn to budget.
Oh and- it's the Jazz Season Opener Tonight!
2 comments:
Karlizzle!!! I miss you, I love you, and I wish that I was going to be here this weekend, so that we could maybe hangout and do something on Halloween!!! We need to hangout ASAP! <3: Terrilicious.
Karl.
I love you oodles and oodles.
Mrs.Gregory House.
lets play... soon!!
♥manda
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