rant.

my life is very busy.
i hardly have time during the week to pee .
of course i make time to eat.
i'm not doing very well on my goals.
they're getting the best of me.
can anybody find me somebody to love?
i feel no ... driving force in my life.
and by that i mean, i'm lonely and i want somebody to think about and to text constantly and to lose sleep over.
i know that i'm not filling the big fat void.. the eric void... because i'm still maybe probably kind of waaaaaaiting to see what happens or something. stupid.
and he just isn't filling that void right now. so it isn't working how i want it to.
and i feel like whining about it okay?