Thursday

Squint.

This tightness in my chest overwhelms me most times. The worries wrap around me, fitting so snug that a lot of days they are part of my very form. Embedded in my skin.
But some moments, some days... I am free. I find the strength to shake off the wrappings and shed them where I stand. I find the courage to leave them
There and flee into the bright spots. I wonder, now, how I can make these times of strength happen more. That's the secret, I think, to happiness. And why shouldn't we seek that? If after all, most things that seem so devastating actually end up fading into things that never mattered so much.

Right now I am remembering to focus. To squint into the light until the rest fades away. Here's to that.

1 comments:

Hoggey Bears March 9, 2012 at 8:13 AM  

yay i love this. i love how you can put into words exactly how i feel

love after love

The time will come when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other's welcome,
and say
sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger
who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread.
Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life...

Take down the love
letters from the bookshelf,
the photographs,
the desperate notes, peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit.
Feast on your life.

~Derek Walcott

bring it on back

and i am telling you..

i'm karlee. i have a husband and a daughter. (well ok, she's a puppy.) this is the world through my eyes.

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